Thursday, April 8, 2010

random thoughts 9


Sep 12, '08 11:14 PM
for everyone
i have been trying to forget someone whom i was beginning to get close with... we have been talking into the wee hours about life and what we have been through...
at first i thought we would end up as friends but as the days went by, we became close... too close actually... until i learned something...
something that has changed both our lives... instead of staying clear from him, i seem to be getting closer to him... which was wrong...
he went away for a few weeks and i thought that it was my chance to forget him... and it was his chance to settle his life as well... but i was wrong...
while he was away, i missed him... was wondering if he was ok... wondering if he was thinking of me too...

until today... i finally got to talk to him again... and it was then that i realized that he had already conquered the part of me that i have been protecting for a long time...
but i know i must stop this... this can't go on...
this is exactly the reason why i dont let anyone get close to me...

just had to get this out of my system before i go "gaga" over again... hayzzzzzzz...

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