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got this from another site kinuha ko kc ouch skin... whoever wrote this knows how i feel at the moment lolz....
"Mahirap kalaban ang "X"… not because they're all mutants…(in a same way, they are! as in, yung tipong hindi namamatay, kung sakali man eh pwede pa ring irevive! kasalanan ni professor X to eh!)
Mahirap kalaban ang "X"… dahil sa mathematical form, madalas sila lagi yung unknown…at pagkatapos mong mag-formulate ng mahabang equations, mag-laplace transform, differentials o integral equations. sa muli marerealize mong ang value ng X is infinity…
Higit sa lahat…
Mahirap kalaban ang "X", kasi -sila yung may malaking emotional investment -alam na nya kung ano ang gusto at ayaw ni "Y" (sabi nga, 2 equations kasi 2 unknowns…so it's between "X" and "Y" lang!) — less effort na lang ang kailangan, kilala na ng parents, friends, relatives etc. favorite food, color, likes and dislikes atbp.
at tulad nga ng sa naunang nabanggit ko! hindi sila basta-basta namamatay, at madalas tumatagal ng pang-habang buhay (X=infinity)!
does it make sense???
And after a few moments (days, months, years) that have past, you'll find yourself singing the song "Sayang, bakit hindi kita niligawan…ngayon ako'y nanghihinayang… kasi naman, tatanga-tanga pa ako noon… naghihintay ng
tamang pagkakataong, hindi naman dumadating…"
tamang pagkakataong, hindi naman dumadating…"
naghihintay ka ng tamang pagkakataon, without you knowing kung kelan!!! and then find yourself, alone…realizing that you're whole being is not whole anymore because of the missing piece, because of the stolen chances, bec of
whatever…hehehe!!! (kunsabagay, kung niligawan mo nga ba sya eh nakakasiguro ka bang sasagutin ka nya? HINDI! pero at least, you've tried! its worth the shot di ba???haha! pathetic!)
whatever…hehehe!!! (kunsabagay, kung niligawan mo nga ba sya eh nakakasiguro ka bang sasagutin ka nya? HINDI! pero at least, you've tried! its worth the shot di ba???haha! pathetic!)
kaya lang,,, ang pinakamasakit na part dun eh yung thoughts na baka isang araw, iiyak na naman si "Y"… tapos kakantahan mo sya ng, "umiiyak ka nanaman, langya talaga wala ka bang ibang alam,namumugtong mga mata, hatid sayo ng boyfriend mong hindi mo maintindihan…hanggang kelan ka ba ganyan???…hindi mo ba alam na walang pupuntahan ang pagtyaga mo dyan sa boyfriend mong tanga, na wala namang ginawa kundi ang paluhain ka…"
hindi nya alam na mas nasasaktan ka sa tuwing nakikita mo syang nasasaktan… at sa bawat pagluha nya ay ang
pighating dulot sayo ng bawat kirot na nararamdaman nya… pero wala kang magagawa… and so, you pray this time, He could be the man that she deserves,,,cause you died a little each time when she cries…
pighating dulot sayo ng bawat kirot na nararamdaman nya… pero wala kang magagawa… and so, you pray this time, He could be the man that she deserves,,,cause you died a little each time when she cries…
tsk! tsk! tsk! hindi lahat ng kwento ay may magandang wakas! it's almost always either you get hurt or someone suffers!
it's really depressing sometimes when you caught yourself in a dilemma where you sometimes dont know where to stand… it's painful to let go but nevertheless the same holding on…
pero para sayo, hindi ko muna lalagyan ng tuldok ang lathalaing ito…
bakit kasi "X" and "Y" lang ang ginagamit madalas, pwede namang "R" o "Y"… "R" o "Y" diba??? hehe!
"give me a magic and i'll re-create this world, but if you can't just give me a pen and paper atleast i'll do the
same!"
same!"
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