sunshine on this rainy day

a conversation that brightened up my day... just one of those days when i get to talk with my alter ego about life and the ups and downs of life itself :)



BUZZ!!!
polen_angel21: =))
karen madrid: nag cr
polen_angel21: =))
karen madrid: hintayin pa kita sa monday bago ako magpa book?
polen_angel21: kaya pala may naamoy ako eh
karen madrid: ahaha, ihi lang yun grabe ka
karen madrid: sabagay umutot din pala ako
karen madrid: hahahaha
polen_angel21: :))
polen_angel21: picturan ko nails ko maya
polen_angel21: tag kita
karen madrid: uu may weefee nmn maya sa bahay. sana lang maging friendly yung neighbor namin
karen madrid: susunduin ako ni tito bharl dito sa office kasi hindi ko keri mga dala ko, masakit ang rayuma ko hahahaha
polen_angel21: nyahahahahah ndi mo dalhin ung bag  eh d hila lng nman un
karen madrid: madudumihan ang gulong
karen madrid: nilinisan ko na eh
polen_angel21: kahit bgay mo na sa ate mo ung isang flowery na dress
karen madrid: feeling ko nga hihingin nya kaya hindi ko dadalhin
polen_angel21: gaga ibigay mo na
polen_angel21: marami ka pa nman sa box eh
karen madrid: susuotin ko muna waaaaa.. isa lng  hahaha
karen madrid: cge na nga dalhin ko na
polen_angel21: wag ung red!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
polen_angel21: WAG UNG REDDDDDDDDDDDDDD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
karen madrid:
polen_angel21: sbihin mo kukunin ko pa syo un kpag pumayat ako
polen_angel21:  =))
karen madrid: oo hindi, iiwan ko dito sken
karen madrid: =))
polen_angel21: sayang kc ndi nabitbit ung iba pero dbale
polen_angel21: mga sept or oct magpapabox ako
polen_angel21: *crossing fingers*
polen_angel21: nawento ko ba syo?
karen madrid: na????
polen_angel21: nakakausap ko c ******
polen_angel21: tinanong ko about s ******
karen madrid: o tapos?
polen_angel21: tapos tsaka ko na wento
polen_angel21: =))
polen_angel21: bitin much?
karen madrid: adik ka waaaaaa!!!!!!
polen_angel21: =))
karen madrid: cge na!!!!!!
karen madrid: waaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!
polen_angel21: nyahahahaha

polen_angel21: kahit papanu inaabutan ako ni Lord ng pampagising
polen_angel21: mnsan nga lam mo nagdodoubt nko
polen_angel21: kc sobra sobra ang dumating smin eh
polen_angel21: ung tipong kakatapos lng ng isa
polen_angel21: may isa na agad na sunod
polen_angel21: pahinga nman pwede
karen madrid: nasosolve nmn eh diba? so why doubt?
polen_angel21: ung tipong give us a few months to stand up again before knocking us out again
polen_angel21: kc nga kapag andun ka na s time na un feeling mo
polen_angel21: theres no other way out
polen_angel21: nyahahahaha
polen_angel21: isa lng ang exit
polen_angel21: and the exit is through a ring of fire
karen madrid: ahaha, ang dramatic nmn nung exit mo
polen_angel21: =))
karen madrid: at least ang graceful ng exit diba??
karen madrid: hahahaha
polen_angel21: ung exit door mismo ang ring of fire
polen_angel21: kaya lng pagka exit mo there's more to come sbi ng sign
karen madrid: parang circus lang ahh
polen_angel21: oo ung laro s family computer nun
karen madrid: e syempre yun yung tinatawag na "exhibitions"
karen madrid: talagang bongga yun!
polen_angel21: nakaexit nko
polen_angel21: andito nko s mas matinding level ng exhibitions
polen_angel21: buti nlng anjan ka
polen_angel21: may sideshow
karen madrid: nyahahaha! may side show pag nasusunog costume mo
karen madrid: hahahahaah
polen_angel21: o db mas simple buhay s pinas
polen_angel21: kc kahit mahirap
karen madrid: ang baba ng level ko ahh  pero ok lang,i have my own show nmn .. tas ikaw ang sideshow dun
polen_angel21: kaya nmana ng hirap
polen_angel21: nyahahahahaha
polen_angel21: i guess each of us have a different show in our lives
polen_angel21: but there will always be someone who will be ur sideshow
polen_angel21: and give u moral support if the show gets out of hand
karen madrid: of courseIm willing to set my FAME aside para mag sideshow sayo
polen_angel21: =))
karen madrid:  =))
polen_angel21: anu ka ba eh sideshow nman ako s show mo
polen_angel21: double sikat ntin dito
karen madrid: may time din nmn na nakawan ng spotlight , at ito yun
karen madrid: panira lng ng moment
polen_angel21: so far ndi mo pa nman ninanakaw spotlight ko eh
polen_angel21: baka ndi mo kayanin ang show
karen madrid: ninakaw ko lang, hindi mo lang alam
karen madrid: ako sa simula, yung exhibition sayo na
polen_angel21: =))
polen_angel21: iba ang nagnanakaw ng spotlight stin
karen madrid: ahahaha! sinooooooooooooo???????
polen_angel21: >:)
polen_angel21: isipin mo nlng kelangan ntin ng kontrabida s show kung ndi
polen_angel21: masyadong lame ang show ng buhay ntin
karen madrid: pwede nmn na tayo tayo na lang magkontrabidahn sa mga show natin, at least mapapatawad natin ang each other,

what will i ever do without you my beloved yaya :) i love you to the bones :)

Hanging on the edge of life itself...

What seemed true is really just an illusion...

What ever the feeling was, is really just a lie...

How do I know that everytime you hold me,

You are not thinking of her...

How do I know that everytime you kiss me,

You are not thinking of her...

Words are your specialty...

Oh how you made me believe them...

Oh if only words could suffice for everything else...

Hanging on the edge...

One more step and I am about to break...

One more lie and I know I will find myself at the bottom of the abyss called PAIN...

vortex...

life at the moment is playing it's tricks on me... 

it is sucking me into the vortex of the unknown and it is draining my energy to fight..

i am clutching to a thin thread right now...

any day now i just know that the thread will break and i will fall right into the middle of that vortex..

the vortex of the unknown... 

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Oct 21, '08 12:21 AM for everyone

last weekend has been the best ever....
gosh im speechless...
cant find the words to describe how i feel at the moment...

all i know is that i am happy...

maybe just maybe this is it...