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this day was supposed to be my special day...
but why is it that i feel so empty?
hayzzzzz.... the day was spent contemplating about things in my life...
on what to do and what not to do...
whether i should stay or go?
whether i should hold on or let go...
i have been here on this planet for 28 years already...
but i still feel lost and still dont know where to go...
life has too much to offer yes i know but how come the offer that comes my way always seems to be hard...
or is it just me that makes my life hard and complicated????
i guess i still have loads to learn about life and its mysteries...
i now look at each new day as a new learning experience...
love??? well love is another thing hahahahahahahaha
if life itself is complicated, love is, hmmmm i really cant find a word to describe love...
i guess love is difficult to fathom but easy to fall into and difficult to get out of....
one day i know i will find love again...
i still have hope that someone out there will love me for who and what i am...
i guess prince charming goes got caught up in traffic hahahahahahahaha
i guess God knows im not ready yet...
i guess ill keep on waiting until he comes along....
the past year had been a hard one for me...
too many downs rather the ups...
but i know there is a REASON for everything that i have been through...
too many tears had been shed but there were laughters as well...
i guess i need to learn to appreciate the little things in life for me to be happy completely...
im glad i have friends to help me keep myself sane in this crazy world of ours...
thanks ate sue and qaiqai for always making sure that id have a smile on my face to face each trials that come my way...
and for making me believe that there is TRUE HAPPINESS out there
i love you both...
tnx teach for all the advice from last year during those crazy times that i thought id let go from life itself...
tnx IP for being my sanity... ayabyu all....
im just glad i got through last year...
now another year awaits for me to conquer it...
i know there will still be disappointments and tears but i also know there is a rainbow after all the storms that will come my way...
tomorrow i will wake up, with much more determinaton to face yet another day of my life...
yes i am another year older but im still not wise enough...
that's why im looking forward to tomorrow, maybe, just maybe life will have something nice to offer me from now on...
-05-
this day was supposed to be my special day...
but why is it that i feel so empty?
hayzzzzz.... the day was spent contemplating about things in my life...
on what to do and what not to do...
whether i should stay or go?
whether i should hold on or let go...
i have been here on this planet for 28 years already...
but i still feel lost and still dont know where to go...
life has too much to offer yes i know but how come the offer that comes my way always seems to be hard...
or is it just me that makes my life hard and complicated????
i guess i still have loads to learn about life and its mysteries...
i now look at each new day as a new learning experience...
love??? well love is another thing hahahahahahahaha
if life itself is complicated, love is, hmmmm i really cant find a word to describe love...
i guess love is difficult to fathom but easy to fall into and difficult to get out of....
one day i know i will find love again...
i still have hope that someone out there will love me for who and what i am...
i guess prince charming goes got caught up in traffic hahahahahahahaha
i guess God knows im not ready yet...
i guess ill keep on waiting until he comes along....
the past year had been a hard one for me...
too many downs rather the ups...
but i know there is a REASON for everything that i have been through...
too many tears had been shed but there were laughters as well...
i guess i need to learn to appreciate the little things in life for me to be happy completely...
im glad i have friends to help me keep myself sane in this crazy world of ours...
thanks ate sue and qaiqai for always making sure that id have a smile on my face to face each trials that come my way...
and for making me believe that there is TRUE HAPPINESS out there
i love you both...tnx teach for all the advice from last year during those crazy times that i thought id let go from life itself...
tnx IP for being my sanity... ayabyu all....
im just glad i got through last year...
now another year awaits for me to conquer it...
i know there will still be disappointments and tears but i also know there is a rainbow after all the storms that will come my way...
tomorrow i will wake up, with much more determinaton to face yet another day of my life...
yes i am another year older but im still not wise enough...
that's why im looking forward to tomorrow, maybe, just maybe life will have something nice to offer me from now on...
-05-
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