fight or flight response

fight or flight response is the body's way of coping when something bad is happening...

then what is the heart's way of coping when someone has hurt you?

just a question...

they say time will heal everything but whoever came up with that cliche is lying...

you never forget but the pain does ease up...

then you become wary of trusting someone new that comes your way...

but the heart needs love so we trust again...

but then, get hurt again...

we are all masochist in my opinion...

we live for the pain...

*just noticed saved as draft but never published since 2011* :p

Hanging on the edge of life itself...

What seemed true is really just an illusion...

What ever the feeling was, is really just a lie...

How do I know that everytime you hold me,

You are not thinking of her...

How do I know that everytime you kiss me,

You are not thinking of her...

Words are your specialty...

Oh how you made me believe them...

Oh if only words could suffice for everything else...

Hanging on the edge...

One more step and I am about to break...

One more lie and I know I will find myself at the bottom of the abyss called PAIN...

time travel...

 These past couple of months, naisip ko, sana may time travel machine at babalik ako sa pagkabata... 

Simple lang ang buhay dati, laro, kain at tulog lang... Ang mga problema gaya ng bawal lumabas pagsapit ng alas sais ay napakalaki na noon... Hindi man lang sumagi sa isip ko na kapag malaki ka na pala mas malala pa ang problema...

Paglaki ng isang tao, mas malaki na ang responsibilidad at problema...

Minsan nais ko ibalik ang mga panahon noong ako'y bata pa at nais kong wag ng lumaki pa...

Sa mga panahon ngayon gusto kong tumakas at magpakalayo sa aking kinatatayuan... Ang hirap pala... Parang gusto ko ng mag give up... Wala na akong lakas para lumaban pa...

Sana may time travel na machine nga...